[ .. Ouch. She somewhat expected that answer, but still, she figured maybe there still was the possibility of "someday later in this place" or something like that.. because there's no way she can go home anymore. After what she did, sacrificing herself for Shirou like that.. she doesn't exist there anymore.
But even before that, there's no way it could have happened. Either of them would have died. It just happened that in the end she chose for Shirou to live. ]
.. You'd really want me to visit you more, Shirou? [ Ilya knows she shouldn't ask. It's almost like hope, and that's what will make it hurts - she should just resign herself to everything as usually, kill her emotions off again. ]
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But even before that, there's no way it could have happened. Either of them would have died. It just happened that in the end she chose for Shirou to live. ]
.. You'd really want me to visit you more, Shirou? [ Ilya knows she shouldn't ask. It's almost like hope, and that's what will make it hurts - she should just resign herself to everything as usually, kill her emotions off again. ]